You cannot find "Growing" on mainstream streaming services like Netflix or Amazon Prime Video due to its sensitive and controversial nature.
: In 1981, Rivers edited the footage into a 45-minute film for an exhibition, but the girls' mother, Clarice, intervened to prevent its public showing. The New York Times Ongoing Controversy The work resurfaced in 2010 when New York University (NYU) was set to acquire Rivers's archives. Family Objection
Finding information on the 1981 documentary series by artist Larry Rivers is complicated by its sensitive and controversial nature. This series, filmed between 1976 and 1981, is not available for general public download